Twenty-five-year-old Kelly
Jennings was Wilson this time last season: a
second-year player who had moved into the starting
lineup and improved each week. Those days seem so
far away now.
Since Jennings got demoted to the role of Wilson's
backup, he's trying not to let his confidence waver.
"You've just got to let it go," he said of the negative
energy that comes with losing a starting job. "It's
tough to let it go because you want to be good, and if
you're not, you feel like you're letting people down.
But if you hold on to that, you'll never get back to
where you need to be."
Seahawks fans have seen how confidence can affect a
players' career -- both good and bad. While former
first-round pick Marcus Trufant gained so much
confidence early last year that he went on to have a
Pro Bowl season, former starting safety Michael
Boulware lost so much confidence during his third
season in Seattle that he eventually got shipped out of
town.
Confidence, at the defensive back position more than
any other, can be the fine line that separates the Pro
Bowler from the unemployed.
"As a defensive back, you have to be able to brush
things off very quickly," Seahawks safety Brian Russell
said. "There comes a time when every defensive back
gives up a play. You've got to get ready for the next
play because if you let it linger in your mind, it's
going to get ugly for you."
While teammates say that confidence has been a big part
of Wilson's emergence, they claim that Jennings has
shown no signs of losing his. Even after the third-year
player missed a tackle to help set up the Philadelphia
Eagles' second touchdown last Sunday, Jennings kept his
head high.
"Kell, his confidence level is there," safety Deon
Grant said. "He's just real quiet, so when people see
his demeanor, they think his confidence level might not
be high. It's high; he's just a quiet dude."
Defensive coordinator John Marshall said he hasn't
noticed any change in Jennings's psyche.
"He's not in the tank or anything like that," Marshall
said. "He's very workmanlike about what he's doing. But
I didn't ask him about how he's feeling or anything --
because I was afraid he'd tell me."
Defensive back Jordan Babineaux is among the players
who have rushed to Jennings's defense this season. When
reporters descended on Jennings' locker after the
benching, Babineaux tried to shoo them away.
It brought back memories of a postgame locker room
incident in 2006, when Babineaux barked at reporters
who had surrounded Boulware's locker minutes after the
safety had given up a game-winning touchdown pass
against San Diego.
Babineaux did not want to compare the situations, and
he added that he isn't trying to single Jennings out.
"At this point right now, being in the situation we're
in, we could all use a little uplift," Babineaux said
this week.
Jennings started 20 of Seattle's past 22 games -- a
concussion relegated him to a lesser role in the Oct. 5
game against the New York Giants -- before officially
losing his starting job on Oct. 12. He had given up too
many long passes, including two touchdowns, in the
first four games of this season.
This week, Jennings said that demotion came as no
surprise.
(heraldnet.com)